Yesterday's blog was just to vent. Entirely full of frustration. I let shit get out of hand and rather than handling it properly I went all berserk on my keyboard and spat venom until I literally destroyed my life. Am I still frustrated by the same things? Yes. It's nobody's fault but my own though. I resolved last night with my angel and my brother to make some serious positive changes.
Yes, I'm the world's worst house keeper. Object one on the fix it list. Steve and I have decided that what two grown ass men can accomplish in one hour can move mountains. Well, there's mountains of shit to do around here, so we're moving a mountain a day.
I'm so out of shape it's ridiculous. After we move mountains in the house, we're going next door to the gym to literally move a mountain.
I need a damn job! I'm devoting at least an hour a day to finding one. Seems pathetic right? Grizzly bears can accomplish tons of things in an hour. Especially this one.
Last but not least. In fact, possibly most! I'm sorry angel. I let my anger get the best of me, and rather than communicate directly with you, I went all bug-fuck and spit venom into the world.